shh=P

2009-10-25T16:06:00.001+08:00

SIAN!!! tmr need go school again!!!
worse of all is to HAVE CHINESE LESSONS EVERYDAY FOR HOURS AND HOURS!!!
god bless me man!!
hope i dun fall asleep!!
why i not on mc huh???=(

2009-10-25T15:50:00.002+08:00

so exams over and the past few weeks i've been slacking ALOT!!=)
hahas!!!
oh well i jus wan to say that i love all my girlfriend and of course my boyfriend=)

so the more exciting activities that took place were::

lunch out with sharon and sherlyn> great lunch it was at astons (good food with great ppl)

mahjiong plus card game with gwen michelle vivien and sherlyn at michelle's house> had fun laughing alot..learning how to count 'tais' ..and screaming together with all my crazy friends with playing the smacking card game=))

post exam activites which included the dance, go kart, cup stacking and also kick boxing> the dance was almost the same as the one we had in pe lessons so it was okay la..instructor was super gay and funny=) ..go karting was FUN considering its my 1st time trying on one..almost knocked into other people because i didnt turn the wheel hard enough=X..marianne crashed but at least she got to feel how it is like to crash?=) ..cup stacking was fun competiting with zi en, jeanne, sherlyn, ee hoon, marianne and carlene..cool to pair up and do the cup stacking together with marianne where i got to be her right hand and she was my left hand=) .. lastly kick boxing where sherlyn keeps wanting to kick my butt=X.. jack's action was super duper funny too but he's like acting too much?? i still rmb the 1st part of the lesson there were ppl in his row and then after our break, he's the only one left in the row..haha!! so overall the post exam activities were fun (except the fact that some ppl were so irritating and jus dunno how to lead others)

lunch at eighteen chefs with ee hoon, sherlyn and jeanne> fun to eat with them (esp ee hoon because she different subject group as us) cheese baked pasta rocks!!! =) gossiping and chatting with all my girls is jus simply fun!!=)

lastly
all my outing with my loved one=) > had fun everytime!! SERIOUS HOR!!! and i guess they were all so memorable and sweet? romantic too hor!! mfm was tasty so was the hokkien mee and char kway teow and satays and fried oysters and chicken rice and laksa and popiah and deserts and curry puffs and sushi and bubble tea and many more!! (now u all noe why i gain weight and why he tt size?) always eat yummy and good food with him la=) but I LOVE IT!! =p wan to see stuff upside down again!! and i wan to lie on your lap =) plus plus i noe i look pretty la=) so LOOK AT ME MORE!!! hehe=P *kisses* and *hugs*

p.s. if pictures are available, they'll all be on facebook=)

2009-10-25T15:44:00.002+08:00

so here a post on how my promos were..

Economics> was still quite okay except for the fact that everyone studied the market failure for essay de but i go study the macro for essay..oh well at least i'm glad sherlyn also do the qn on macro=)

Physics> totally sucked because i like got alot dunno how to do but i all jus anyhow whack..at first i still thought the mcq was like quite manageable and was quite happy coz all i got study b4 de..then paper 2 came then i gg le..

Maths> maths paper was still manageable=) and after maths paper could relax abit so it was GREAT!! (happy to noe tt i dun need go test 3 which also means i passed maths!!)

Chemistry> i studied like hard for chem paper because i noe physics i might not make it but i was shocked when the chem paper so difficult too..oh well but all over le so praying hard my results will not be so bad and that i can promote!!!

results of my promos will ony be out after A lvl chinese and my oral presentation so i guess focus on my chinese and OP 1st!!
=)
pray for me too!!=))

2009-10-25T15:41:00.001+08:00

OMG!!! very long nvr blog le hor??
so i'm going to start again!!=)

2009-10-10T22:34:00.003+08:00

i jus wan u
i jus wan to be happy
i jus wan to have no worries
i jus wan to be able to smile all day long
is it that difficult?

2009-10-10T20:50:00.001+08:00

jus hope that u will be there whenever i need u=)

2009-10-04T20:42:00.002+08:00

AHHHH!!!
tmr got shool again=(
sad sad sad=((
I DUN WAN GO SCHOOL!!!
HATE physics so much coz wed afternoon got extra tutorial=(
then cannot hav long and nice lunch with sharon and sherlyn=(
SAD SAD SAD!
but then again after promos still got time la=)) hehe!!!

so last night was jus a misunderstanding=)
get well soon dear=))
drink more water k?=)
loves!

2009-10-03T22:51:00.001+08:00

HELP HELP HELP!!!
. i saw some stuff which made me have some thoughts which really upsets me..
. i wan to call u and ask u about them but then i noe u're tired from work too..
. help me.. this sucks..
. doubting u..not clear of wad u're hiding or if i'm thinking too much
.
.
....its promos..and its coming quick!!!

2009-10-01T15:50:00.002+08:00

lonely children's day=((

today YJC having one day off..
so i'm like studying hard at home??
but feel so lonely coz no one's at home=(
parents at work..siblings at school..and my loved on in camp=((
sad right??

but then also good la..can study..
hehe..
(i'm slacking alittle now in front of my com blogging and facebooking=))
got more integration questions to do ltr(dunno how to do so many la)(all have done coz i stuck AGAIN!)(jeanne will be agreeing with me i think)

oh well..
jus wan to wish everyone HAPPY CHILDREN's DAY!!!

school tmr again=( SIAN!!!!
but luckily i'll get to hav breakfast with my loved one=))
kkes..
that's all for now
will go study!!!
JY all for promos!=)

2009-09-30T21:22:00.000+08:00

our love lunch=))

(together with paul-cooked pasta)

2009-09-27T21:31:00.000+08:00

i jus hope u would keep ur word this time..
i really only wan the best for u

2009-09-25T18:07:00.005+08:00

YES YES YES!!! WR(its written report for those who dont understand) finally and i mean FINALLY submitted=))

felt SUPER HAPPY today when u see ur months and months of hardwork being done and ready for submission=)
me and sherlyn were like so so so happy about it the whole day=))
we looked at it and said: i think ar, inside this got 95% is we both and derek do de!!!
but then again we feel so glad that its finally done coz alot of time and effort was spent on it=)
both me and sherlyn hope that we'll get our A because we put in so much and devoted so much to it=))

today when i was waiting at the bus stop with my loved one....
me: i buy lantern for u wan?
he: dun wan la..i also dun play lantern de..i play fireworks

(later on...)

me: see see the lanterns there
he: (looked over)
me: cute right? but i got hello kitty one=P if u wan i giv u
he: dun wan..i wan look like me one
me: okay then i make one look like u la

(a few seconds later)

me: then i take go burn!!! *evil laughter*
he: (looked down and shaked his head)
me: (continue laughing)

BURN YOU!!!
(can use that super mini lighter u bought to start the fire too!!)=P

that's all for now=))
going see F1 later=))
LOVES ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS!!
LOVE U THE MOST=p

2009-09-22T18:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 25 MONTHS!!!

THANKS FOR THE WONDEFUL PEPPER PORK RIBS AND HONEY GLAZED PORK RIBS!!
MANGO ICE WAS NICE TOO!!=))
AIYA..EVERYTHING WAS NICE LA=))

2009-09-21T21:01:00.004+08:00

MADE MOONCAKE TODAY!!!
YES MOONCAKE!!!
so here's how it was done....

first prepare all the ingredients..

which are..

the durian paste..

the strawberry paste..

the dough(for the durian)..

the dough(for the strawberry)

and then we are all ready to make!!

(jus like how my sis is)

END PRODUCT

(after hours of making them)

these are limited edition mooncakes!!

can only be found in SHEREEN's HOUSE!!

sad thing is..

the durian dough not good enough to make the durian mooncake..

so only strawberry mooncakes were made=(

oh well..

make another day bah!!

hehe=)

after a day of hardwork, its time to eat them!!!

YUM YUM HERE I COME!!

2009-09-20T20:48:00.000+08:00

went AMK hub today with my sis since we went to our aunt's house at AMK and had nth better to do=)
had fun WINDOW shopping
and eating alot of food such as mac(fries), mos burger(ice milk tea), mango snow ice and also durian pancake!!!

learnt a lesson today too!!!
when eating nachos, MUST EAT PROPERLY OR WILL END UP LIKE THIS....

YES! my cute and HANDSOME boyfriend made a mess when eating nachos!!=))

but i still love him so much!!!

(u didnt say thank u to me for helping u clean up!!!!)

2009-09-20T14:12:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY....
went aljunied there to eat dian xin followed by buying the ingredients to make mooncake!!!
(promised to bring some for my sweetheart)
(will bring some for my darlings in sch too on tues kk??)

then i realised that actually buying ur own ingredients to make mooncake is so much cheaper la!!!

went to bugis after that to shop shop and i bought a NEW WATCH!!
(HAPPY!!)
cost me so much money man=(
then bought snakc to bite on =)
follwoing which me and my sis went to this shop(PMK i think..the milk de) to shop for clothes
spend like half an hour there choosing and trying on because my sis cant decide which one we wanted=)
in the end we bought 2 tops costing us like $40??
but then is sign my dad's card la=))
when we got home and told our dad about it he was like ' i going to cancel the card le'
NNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
also nvr spend like 100+ lor=(
SADDEDD!!!!

=(
=(
=(

LOVES ALL!!!
LOVES YOU MOST my DBL(=P dont tell u wad it means)

2009-09-20T14:09:00.002+08:00

AHHHHH!!! stuck at my aunt's house today=((
saded!!!
cant go out!=(
oh well..still have loads of homework to finish by tues..
maths..
physics..

yesterday night did a little maths and my head felt like it was spinning because some of the questions i also cant get answer=( *calculus sucks!*

miss him alot!!!!!
and hope my PMS this month will not be that serious=))
*trying to control le*

2009-09-14T18:31:00.004+08:00

hmmm..
thought about wad to post about happy stuff and i jus wan to mention that i 'm really happy that we (P and S) are getting better le!!=))
so ya i love you!! hahas=))

to sherlyn and jeanne, thanks for always being there for me when i sad hor!! i will be thr for u all too !!=) loves!!

to sharon..heys meet up soon when we both free? and i can go out?=) miss u la!! hahas!!

to my 4/5 girlfriends..lets have sleepover after my promos!! hehe=) on a friday so that u all can make it too??=) because after my promos u all school reopen le=( jus wan to tell u all I LOVE YA!! hahas!!=) *kisses!*

2009-09-14T18:31:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to SHI LEI!!

2009-09-10T22:29:00.003+08:00

i can understand u..
but..will u and do u understand me?
who will be there to understand me..
do u even noe that because of this busy u..i dont even have the mood to do my work..do u understand? understand that i need u??

2009-09-09T17:53:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAYS!!!!

best things that happened the past few days=)

-we became better le=) and MFM was really tasty=) although got extra ppl around..hahas!!thanks for the wonderful time=)

-time spent at jessica's house..was super duper fun spending precious time with my girlfriends at jessica house..SHERLYN was so super shocked when she stepped out of the toilet because a birthday cake was waiting for her=) and then realised that everyone of the girls all grew up le=) but one thing tt did not change is the bond we have=) love u girls!! hope to be able to meet up with u all more often=)) sleepover okok??=) hahas!! then we can have manicure and pedicure session all night!!! EXCITED!!!

-buffet lunch at hotpot culture with SG10..super FULLING and nice because was able to enjoy lunch with SG-mates to celebrate her birthday..derek very nice coz he came straight after the camp=) jeanne although could not eat very long but u came back so it was cool=)) hehe.. loves carlene for sharing so much with us=) (excited for u too!) loves sherlyn most coz i always have been loving her =) enjoyable birthday celebration??=)) hehe!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

-nice that he's behaving himself too=P loves u!!! MUACKS!!

2009-09-09T17:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING SHERLYN!!!
YES YES SHE TURNS SEVENTEEN TODAY!!

LOVES U MY BESTEST BESTEST FREN!!
KISSES!!!

MORNING MORNING MORNING!

2009-09-06T10:22:00.000+08:00

GOOD MORNING MYSELF!!! HAHAHAHA

2009-09-06T10:10:00.002+08:00

this is the 3rd time le..
is everything really my fault??
why is it everytime i feel the pain and get the heart brokened but i'm the one to blame?
yaya..
wadever la..
my fault then my fault bah..
anyway i already decided..
长痛不如短痛
even though it hurts alot, i noe its better than letting it hurt for the rest of my life..
hoped three times that u'll change and treat me better..
and everytime u give me more hope when u treat me better already, you return back to that selfish self..
i shouldnt have belived in true love..
i should have jus giv in to reality that true love and happy ever after only exists in fairytales and this world i'm living in has only sadtales..
no matter how much i dont want to be alone, i wont go begging u to take me back..
this time round i really will not bother saving this relationship..
if u really care and love me then the right thing to do is to really decide if i really mean that much to me..
if u dont think u can give up alot of things for me then i guess u jus go find someone else who can accepts u for who u are and to not be so demanding..
i noe i'll be lying to myself if i say i would not regret this and that i dont hope we still can be together..
but i noe that for now, the fear of being hurt by u again, the fear of crying everytime, the fear of being left alone and the fear of knowing that u might not care anymore obviously is overpowering the love..
its not me who have changed..its you..dont blame me..it take 2 hands to clap..........

PAIN!!

2009-09-06T10:08:00.002+08:00

eeeeeee...
my ulcer still around after like 5 days?!
PAIN!!!!!
especially when i brush my teeth..hahas=)
my mum still said to me tt day: 'dunno why ur one still haven okay yet. why ur one so slow de people one already recover already ur one still like that'
i so sad already she still like tt say=((

PAIN LA!!!!!

2009-09-04T21:32:00.005+08:00

HAPPENINGS THIS FEW WEEKS

1) being a volunteer at the yellow ribbon project which i got shoot in the face when someone walked pass and said 'BORING'. HOW INHUMAN RIGHT?! I'M LIKE TRYING TO HELP RAISE FUNDS FOR PEOPLE THEN U LIKE THAT!!! but also got nice people that said thanks to us for helping raise funds=) although it was quite tiring but when people wan to donate and buy the items u feel especially happy=) also enjoyed taking loads of photos with my darlings=) plus plus got the yellow ribbon t-shirt!! YAY!! =)

2)teachers' day: celebration at yjc was BORING BORING AND BORING..1st they make us study in the morning when other people can like go sch celebrate then go home..then they ask us to attend the celebrations in the hall..so i was thinking to myself that 'aiya at least got performance to enjoy then not so bad la' IN THE END had to waste time sit there to listen to boring stuff?? where got celebrate?? PLEASE REFRAIN FROM THINKING OF GOING YJ!

3) holidays next week=) although holidays one week only and still got loads of work to do, at least got time to rest and get back into shape again hor?=) so not so bad=)

4) holidays still hav to go back for physics test on fri for like 30mins?! WTH right? plus tt teacher so late then inform us so the whole class totally SIAN DIAO!

5) EOM SHOCK: today had to submit EOM and i still thought it was another draft! today hand up de is actually final piece le i still never reduce my word count to 600 words. worse thing was sch printer died on us today so we were panicking a lot until derek asked his fren to help print=)
thanks to zong qin(derek's fren) for helping to print=)) SAVED OUR LIFE!!

6) i find Q more and more irritating..his every act in front of me is really making me wan to explode. why must get stuck with this kind of people in the same class and suay suay same PW grp=( he's really getting on my nerves i cant even find a reason to see the existence of him in class. and and tt day he was leaning on the wall and placed his feet on the wall so i said ' can u dont put ur feet on the wall? its very dirty u noe?' and inside me i was burning like hell coz i cant stand a person tt old to not even noe this?? and then he still dare reply say, 'why u so kpo' and i was like *roll eyes* IS ALL PEOPLE LIKE TT DE??

7) see M in a very bad state..was shocked when i found out what happened..hope i could help her solve her probs..wish she'll become better=)

8) got played with my hair in class today=( and they still can take photo la!! hahas!! but if it could cheer my gfs up, then sure no prob de=)) 牺牲小我，完成大我

9) MOST SWEET AND MEMORABLE HAPPENING OF THESE FEW WEEKS! present exchange!!! was touched to tears when he presented the 3 presents to me=) i hope he was glad and happy to receieve my present too? were u touched?? how touched were you? =))

10) TIME TO SLEEP!! hahas=)

GIRLS ONLY=)

2009-09-04T21:05:00.005+08:00

THIS POST IS DEDICATE TO THE WOMEN ON EARTH
to those who always feel like they are eating vinegar, i jus want u all to noe that u're not the only one
i found out a few days back that actually a lot of us girls are facing this problem(of eating vinegar)
and the root of the problem is.....
seeing ur own guy going out with other girls/seeing your own guy having so much fun and be so close with other girls/knowing that ur guy thinks that meeting up with girl friends is alright..
well after hearing so many stories i actually think that maybe the problem lies in the fact that girls and guys think differently..
is it because that we girls are not understanding enough?
or is it that guys really jus think that it is fine to go out with other girls and think that girls should not feel jealous about it?
or is it that some girls jus dunno how to automatic abit?
i noe you who are reading this now(if you're a girl) will think that this is really true..that guys really do this to us..
and if you're a guy reading this you must be thinking that i very emo or that girls should not be too affected by all these little things right?
but if u are like gay or les then i dunno what u thinking(sorry ar)

but i guess at the end of this post i jus wan to achieve 2 things..
1. acknowledge that this kind of things is actually common among girls so girls dont be too sad if u are facing this problem (to my close friends: if u find urself stuck in this situation i am willing to be ur listening ear =) )
2. to help myself feel better by typing it all out=)
LOVES TO ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS!!!
KISSES!!

2009-08-23T22:21:00.001+08:00

the whole day was so empty to me

2009-08-22T22:25:00.003+08:00

i jus watched 17 again..
it talks about how a couple who was on the verge of divorcing and at last got back together because the husband went back and saw his past as a seventeen year old teenager and realised that he went the wrong way..luckily he did it in time and saved the relationship..
must be thinking how contradicting it is to be left in a situtation i am in now and still go watch this kind of shows..hahas
but i guess it also shows that things that is shown in movies are always the opposite of life..
it seems easy but the truth is in life it never is..
today tells me sth..
there is no such thing as a happy ending..
nor is there forever love..
these things are only dreams and forever will be..
but at least i had part of my dream coming true before realising that its jus a trick

jus wan to say thanks to my beloved sherlyn for being there for me=)
even though u see me in this state doesnt mean u will end up in this state hor!!
=)) i noe ur dream will come true and u'll have ur happy ending..
same to jeanne too!! cannot become nun!! i become nun in replacement of u la=))

guess i have to stay on track and force myself to concentrate and do my homework tmr..
now try to get enogh sleep and recover..

2009-08-22T17:45:00.001+08:00

didnt noe that u cant wait to tell everyone that u are single now..
haha..
this is so disappointing..
but then again who am i to say anything right?

2009-08-22T17:30:00.001+08:00

so 22 wasnt a really nice and auspicious number after all huh..

2009-08-22T17:28:00.001+08:00

a big hole in the heart,

a bigger one in the world

2009-08-18T21:30:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHH!!!! maths test again this thursday!!

sick=(
feeling sick now man=(
but life is like that la..
i guess the feeling is coming..
the bad feeling..
i wan to shout it all out..
i jus wan to..
but i noe it wont help..
lets see how long more i can wait for things to get better..
see how long more i can pray for it to get better
see how long i can hope for it to get better..
i jus hope by the time things get better, i would still feel stuff..
and that i would still wan to carry on..
i jus wan to be happy..
i jus wan to be loved..
is it too much to ask of?

2009-08-15T12:26:00.002+08:00

went to YOG 1 year countdown at the padang yesterday=)
the people there super duper high de lor=)
hehe..
so ya i had fun with my crazy screaming sister there=)
my brother as usual is like so lame and not fun de..
hahas!!
(photos on facebook)

misses you load=) wish i could jus spend a day with u without worries=))

sad about yesterday seeing u like that=(
wish i could help and say the right things to make u feel better
nice to hear that u were better yesterday night=)

PIGS RULE!

2009-08-15T12:22:00.002+08:00

yes PIGS ROCKS ALOT!
hahas!

so i'm now like the mother pig of this pig club of ours
jeanne--> darling zhu
sherlyn--> darling pig
=)
cute right??
of course la! got me wad=P
hehe

my sis says wan to be little pig=))
so one more family member=))
LOVES ALL MY PIGS!!!
and the father pig too=P

(cant upload photo so too bad..see facebook ba)

ouch..

2009-08-11T21:31:00.000+08:00

yes OUCH

ouch 1:
-my right leg today got rashes then it was so itchy and painful this morning=((

ouch 2:
-my right finger hurts alot=((
-dunno when i hurt my finger but when i was showering jus now and when the water was rushing down my hand, my finger hurts so so much..
-after that it got even more red after my shower when i was doing my maths reflection and as i wrote, my finger got more and more painful=(
-wished i could tell u how i felt but i figured u were too busy outside so i didnt tell u
-however i'm like lucky its better now tt's why i'm blogging=) *slight pain*

ouch 3:
-disappointed in the morning because i told myself last night that u'll be nice and make it a point to wake up early jus so that i'll get my wish granted
-i noe u must be thinking that it was me who said u dont have to come de but even so, there's still the phone

ouch 4:
-saded that sherlyn didnt tell me her stuff tell this morning but still BFF right?=)) nono its BBBFF!!(best best best friends forever)

ouch 5:
-when u felt upset because u got caught, i tried my very best to give in to u and to make u happy
-tried to make u smile by saying nice nice stuff
-tried everything i could
-but a cake still made u feel better

ouch 6:
-while i was doing my homework jus now in the living room, the tv series was showing a scene: children playing a music video made by them to their mother
-it was so so so so so super touching tears formed up in my eyes they almost flowed out
-missed the times u gave me so many sweet surprises
-missed feeling all the love u would shower me

ouch 7:
-the thing i feared when i gave u a second chance is like slowly appearing
-hope it would stop
-hope that i would continue to contain, forgive and forget
but i hope u noe that this is really the last time i would try..if this fails even though i try my best, i'm going to give up fully and it would be of no return
hope u would understand more

2009-08-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

WENT TO NDP YESTERDAY!!
yup i went to ndp AGAIN!
hehe=)
all thanks to my grandma's fren's son i get to see the president of s'pore and not the stimulaated one=)
so since there was only 2 tickets me and my sis went in
we sat at the yellow sector (same sector as the last time i went with sherlyn)
performance was like almost the same but yesterday's atmosphere was like so so much more high!!!
hahas i think its also because of the group of people behind us who kept shouting and screaming
1st time see my sis so crazy screaming away too=)
now i noe how crazy she can get le=))
want to post photos here but sadly i cant coz the blogger dont let me so pls go facebook see if u all wan bah=))
so ya i hope everyone enjoyed their long weekend?
i sure did!!

sad..sch starts again tmr..
back to stressed and boring life at sch=((
hope to get more love and motivation so i'll be able to carry on and perserve all the way!!!=))
LOVES SHERLYN JEANNE AND MY SIS
LOVES LOVES HIM=P

2009-08-08T17:26:00.002+08:00

worse national day celebration ever!!!
miss Yishun town so so much because its so so much more fun!!!
miss the parade every year..
now i realise u only would appreciate things after u dont get to see them anymore=(
worse things is tt everyone else release from sch after celebration we still need study=(
conclusion: get out of YJ asap!

after sch we went kbox!!=)
hahas my 1st time there..
although like i didnt sing much because i dont really like chinese songs, but still enjoyed myself alot laughing=)
no photos here because all in sherlyn's camera=)
found out that jeanne is like quite high and crazy de?=)

then went for 4/5 class outing which was totally fun and it brings back alot of memories..
if only everyone was still studying together..how nice it would be=(
MISS U GUYS IN CLASS
sadly i couldnt join them at shermaine's house but i sure had fun see all the familiar faces=)

tt jessica no voice still talked to us..how sweet=) hope u get well soon!! (and hope ur blueblack goes away too)

thanks gwen for taking many photos=)

sharon should eat MORE!

shermaine is still that white=)

vivian still so quite

and yanhan keeps blocking my view lor!

sherlyn still want to hug me even though she sees me every day=) but ya i noe she jus LOVES me=P
another class outing soon leh!!
and if can end of the year can book chalet??=)

finally i wan to say tt i was happy seeing u..even though like a little sad coz there were unhappy times, i sure enjoyed looking at the stuff with 2 sides with u=P

2009-08-05T21:05:00.002+08:00

thanks so much for the surprise and so so so sweet!!!=P

2009-08-04T21:51:00.000+08:00

I LOVE ME MYSELF AND I!!!

AHHHH!!!

2009-08-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

feeling a little mixed inside now..
firstly is because i failed maths test which i really studied so hard for..
and then when i see is all stupid mistakes i even more sad..2nd test for me again=(

secondly because of wad happened yesterday..
when i found out about those stuff which i really wished i didnt have to bother nor care
then when i see u fb today again i jus really feel like so left out from ur life..
those army people who came to talk at our sch today said that we have to be understanding to our loved ones who are in ns but its really difficult..
sometimes i do wonder to myself if i really am important..
i noe u always tell me that u love me and that u care and that i'm the most important but dont u also think that actions speaks louder than words?
its okay la..
i guess i'm jus too sensitive?=)
maybe its jus me..
maybe i care too much and think too much too..
i'm trying really hard to make things go on smoothly..
really trying..
i hope i wont have to be tt heartbrokened again as i was the last time because it is really going to be the last time that i'm going to forgive that kind of heartache..
so i'm still going to be the best for u..i hope u'll do the same=)
i noe u love me and i do too=)

2009-08-02T11:04:00.000+08:00

heys people..i'm going to private my blog soon so please if u wan me to invite u leave ur email=))

2009-08-02T10:52:00.000+08:00

PROJECT WORK IS KILLING ME!!!!

reasons:
-there are like irritating members in my group who jus wont co-operate(ya like i guess my grp mates noe who)
-free-riders
-always MIA
-when they sometimes dont MIA, shit work is given
-when u call them, they dont pick up
-ask to go do research when school ends early, runs away
-suppose to discuss, use eye power to do work
-can zip their mouths for like so long they dont feel uneasy
-when meet teacher i think their body there, their mind in fantasy island

and then i think about it and wonder if they would even feel guilty about behaving this way and showing so lousy attitude!!
if they at the end of the day cause my project work results to suck, i will curse them man!
i really hope they really feel guilty inside and cant sleep at night=)
mean? i noe but how else to deal with people like them??
oh well i jus hope that they'll get their punishment in a way or another=))

loves sherlyn for doing so much work with me!!!!
derek ar..hmmm..should be thanked for too la..

2009-07-30T21:37:00.001+08:00

OH YA!!!
FORGOT TO ADD THAT I'M REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY
REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY
REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY GOING CCCCCCRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZYYYYYYYY!!!

YES! CRAZY!!

REASON: SHERLYN TELLS SHEREEN: ARENT WE COOL?!

NONO IT SHOULD BE ARENT V COOL?!

THIS IS SO SO STUPID...HEHE BUT IT WAS FUN HOR SHERLYN?=)

2009-07-30T21:24:00.000+08:00

JC LIFE IS KILLING ME!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

oh well..some updates of life now..
1. project work is killing me and the 2 free-riders are really still like that=(
2. maths almost drove me crazy (like really go crazy) because while studying maths, i had like weird pictures that appeared in my head for nothing and they were FRIGHTENING!!
3. mr.see was freaking my out during the maths test today. he was giggling when he saw my paper=( that's bad right? hmmm..
4. my life feels so so bored and tiring now i feel like killing myself
5. wish he would be with me every single moment and minute and that i would feel more important to him
6. wan to feel more assured about everything
7. i think i'm like getting infected with the TC virus..i'm sorry jeanne for saying those things in class..i noe wad to say now le..SURE CAN DO IT DE!!!
8. i'm still glad i have him around coz if he werent i think i would like giving up on jc life and running away from school
9. feeling guilty because i'm like ignoring my chinese alot..hahas
10. i feel that some people should be more responsible and keep to their words
11. I LOVE ME MYSELF AND I
12. I LOVE HIM TOO
13. LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AS WELL ESPECIALLY SHERLYN JEANNE MARIANNE

THE END!!!!

2009-07-12T20:11:00.002+08:00

stop assuming like u noe everything that has been going on in my life
you hurt me so badly le and u wan to continue doing it even more??
why am i so affected by you..
really wonder how my oral is going to be tmr when i'm like this..
haix...
life sucks..
it jus sucks big time

2009-07-12T18:49:00.002+08:00

feelings now:
stupid
dumb
lonely
insecure
bored
unmotivated
upset
not treasured
disappointed
losing hope
unprotected
unwanted
un-loved
not needed
plain
down
heartbrokened

when i was ready to give a second chance, i stupidly said the wrong things to make things worse..
when he made things better why did i be so truthful and ruin my own chance?
but if he really wants to give up, i can force him to not to right?
its his own decision, its his life now..his life without me now..
maybe no matter how much i hope that he'll not give up, he might still give up in the end..
maybe one day he'll realise that he doesnt wan to give up and that he still treasures me, but i'm afraid when that day comes, when he really understands and sees it, i'm long gone..

2009-07-12T18:47:00.001+08:00

i made this yesterday night at my grandma house!!

hehe nice nice?

too bad i have no one to give it to..really hope i could give it to u..

2009-07-11T18:28:00.000+08:00

went to the night festival with my family yesterday night
it was quite boring when we arrived there as the performance at that time was like boring
however as we started walking around the national museum of singapore, things got better=)
it was free admission on that day since it was the night fes..
there were like a few art pieces on display that night jus specially for the night fes de..
the 'crystal city' art piece was really nice (wished u were there with me to see it ^^)
after the walk in the national museum we went to the bazaar there..
the bazaar stalls are from blogshops and the one that caught my eye were the shops selling the victoria secrets bags and the stall selling the earrings..
after that we went to the peranakan museum..
actually wanted to go to the substation de but could not find the way there so ended up at the peranakan museum lor..
it looked kind of boring at 1st until we went into this 'glow in the dark' room where we spent like an hour plus there?
they had this tile painting staion, badge making station and face painting station..
and ya i went to all=)
hehe
i think it was meant for small kids but it was really really really fun there!
the tile painting process was a little irritating because cant really see clearly as the lights were dim to fit the theme of the room..wad made things worse was the auntie sitting in front of my dad(and ya my dad did the tile painting too)
coming back to the auntie..from the moment she sat down till she was done painting she kept complaining about the room lighting and everything else la..she was like "i help u complain to ur boss that the lighting is really bad" "how are people suppose to see" and so on..
i really felt like asking her to shut up lor..anyway the tile painting suppose to be for kids then she wan to do complian some more..she herself cannot see because she so old then wan to complian..
hai..the guy there still so nice entertain her..pity him man..
after our activities at the peranakan museum the long awaited programme of the day started(the loop of fortune)
the fireworks were so super cool lor!!
wished it lasted longer
and then the fireworks were so close to u u jus felt like it explode infront of ur face
and ya of course there were many thoughts of u..wished u were there..everytime i see a couple i jus imagined how much more enjoyable it would be with u there beside me..
oh well..
hope things would be better between us?
but it takes 2 hands to clap..so i'm placing some hope that u'll try too
PICTURE TIME!!

2009-06-21T16:13:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!
WHY I SO DUMB!!!!
guess wad i did..
i went to a blog shop and look at their shopping spree for bags and was like so tempted to buy because one bag cost around 16 bucks after including all other fees and then after looking at it and admiring it for close to an hour or an hour plus, i realise i see the date wrongly and the orders already CLOSED!!!
WTH!!!!!
STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!
sharon also happily see with me la=((
SADDDEDD!!!!

DUMB DUMB DUMB DAY!

2009-06-16T17:18:00.001+08:00

thanks to all who've shown care for me=)
i'm feeling all better now=)

still worried though because block test coming soon!!!
ahhh!!
wonder how i would fare in this block test
dont wan to fail!!!
=))
anyways i better get back to studying or i really will=)
sorry all for the almost dead blog..
no time la=)

when i have time i'll blog de alright??
loves to all!!=)
love love love to u=)

2009-06-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

disappointed..
really feeling terrible now..
although i noe i'm not feeling too well but i noe its not because i feel sick..
why am i feeling this way?
i really dunno..
this sour sour feeling inside..
i jus wan to be cared more?
i noe u do..that's why u say..but ur actions..they contradict wad u say..
why must this happen?
jus when i fall deeper in love this happens..
jus when i feel that this relationship is getting much much better i feel this way..
this isnt wad i want..
or wad i thought would happen..
the feeling sucks..
i jus wan to be cared more..
i noe..there are things which u wan..
there are things i wan too..
if i could jus sacrifice a little why cant u?
its been so long since we last caught up you noe?
its been so long since i can sit down properly to tell u about the happenings in my life..
i bet u dont even realise i have my own laptop now..
u also dunno that there's this fireworks in yishun which i watched today which was really amazing and i wished u were there the whole time?
you probably dont even noe how i spent my nights the past few days..
you might not noe that i've been waiting for u for so long..
you dont noe that i dont mind jus waiting up for u right?
oh well..
at least there's somewhere i can put my feelings..
at least now things are not all bottled up inside me..
i jus hope things would go back to the way i wanted it to be..
before its really too late....

2009-06-02T19:06:00.002+08:00

wow..
jus felt like dying..
how could he..
how could someone jus leave u with so much pain and hurt, dont show any care and leave u all alone to deal with it..
how could someone disappoint u like this..when u wait one whole day jus so that u hope to feel better u're feeling worse..
everytime those tears wan to come out i try so hard to keep it in..try so hard to stay strong and smile..
but so wad..end of the day this is wad u get..
the penknife looks so tempting now..
cant belive at the end of the day i have to handle everything alone..stress..school..pain..hurt..heartaches..
when ur needed to most you jus disappear..
when u're the only one who can cure me, u jus go..
wad should i do?
i have no idea...
all i noe is i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...

2009-05-24T21:03:00.001+08:00

HATE this feeling....
hope it comes to an end soon....

2009-05-16T20:08:00.001+08:00

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2009-05-16T19:54:00.003+08:00

heys!!

oh well this post was suppose to be up like days ago but because i didnt noe wad i wanted to it had to wait till now..

sherlyn, jeanne, marianne and him too hav been asking me wad i want for my birthday so here are the following stuff u all can consider alright??

=))

thanks in advance 1st ar=)

2009-05-06T21:29:00.002+08:00

it was gwen's birthday on monday and samuel's birthday on tuesday this week..

sent gwen a birthday sms but dunno if she got receive coz she didnt reply=(
so i guess i'll wish her a belated birthday so incase she did not recieve there's still wishes for her=))
hope she'll become prettier=)
she's always my best pal for chinese lessons..
miss those times because its like now chinese lesson is quite boring because nothing much to do..
hope to play those bingo with her again using the chinese foolscap paper=PP

samuel is also one of the nice friends i hav=)!!
he is the type of guy who would give his opinions to u(nice and right ones)
he also is a good listener=)
aiya i noe i'm not really good with expressing my thoughts and feelings so i'm going to end here though these are not his only good points=)

so so to those whose birthday are in may..........
.........
........
.........
........
especially to gwen, samuel, jeanne and marianne.........
........
......
........
......
........
......
........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

2009-05-06T21:27:00.002+08:00

sharon says i look like a strawberry now=((
sad!!!
where got lor!!
and i HATE STRAWBERRY!!

2009-05-06T21:26:00.000+08:00

GUANJIE IS A VERY NICE PERSON=)

2009-05-04T14:23:00.002+08:00

went to cut my hair on saturday
it was SHOCKING!!!!
oh well..
made jeanne laugh very hard today..
sad..
he says i look younger now(16 to be exact)
that means i looked old before??
hehe..
anyway now my head feels very light(as if i've got no more hair)
and my forehead feels WEIRD!!!
worse thing..my sis hav the same hairstyle as me!!!!
AHHHHH!!!
oh well..
shall not continue or i'll start hating my hair again..
alittle regretful but i'll make do with it since i made the choice that i wanted to try something new??
hehe=)

smiles shereen!!!
=)))))))

2009-04-30T20:13:00.005+08:00

just upload my photos from the phone=)
so hav fun!!

jeanne did this for me today=)

sherlyn's admirer gave her de=P
*she going to kill me!!*

my beautiful flower sweet which cost 2 bucks
but went missing because of him!!=(
oh well..

that's clara, me, sherlyn and jeanne..

...and we were in the toilet=)

the guitar syf team=)

this GREAT book of LOVE which we were all EXCITED about=P

the crazy people of SG10

then it became jeanne only..

and the virus passed on to Qinyi=)

(look at poor sherlyn)

the SH3=) miss those times..hmm..

FRUITS!~jeanne's favourite!

they loved the vending machine too much..

or was it because they were too deperate for drinks?

(hehe actually they didnt wan me to buy la)

jeanne made this for marianne=)

that's the one and only jeanne!!

that's qinyi sleeping away and shaoqi emo-ing??

then there's sherlyn and of course qinyi's beautiful legs=)

oh well=)

end of photo upload for now=)

2009-04-22T20:50:00.001+08:00

so so??

nice??

=) hehe

of course la!!!

2009-04-22T09:17:00.002+08:00

its our 20th month today!!!
exicted!!
really..
because its like finally with a digit 2!!
and and its our 609th day together le..
so i'm really happy=)
prepared sth for him too!!
will take pictures and blog here okays??
hehe=)
oh well its still sch time so i'm going to go back to do my pi research now!!
=)
muacks!!

2009-04-12T18:04:00.003+08:00

jus saw my tag board..
so so happy now!!
and i feel so so less stressed now..
all thanks to weiqi, sherlyn and my loved one too!!
because of u all i'll persevere on and not give up!!
i can do it=)
love u all la!!!

and i'm also happy that i completed my PI for submission tmr=)
and something nice happened=)
so i guess its a nice day after all=)
should celebrate=)
EAT CHOCOLATE!!!

2009-04-12T18:00:00.001+08:00

at this point in time i feel like the happiest person on earth and that i'm so so so super blessed=)
that's great?
YES IT IS!!

2009-04-09T20:49:00.002+08:00

stress stressed STRESSED!!!
jc life is like so sucky!!
now poly really looks tempting..
hmmm..
today the jc2 got their project work results and its like not really good?
hmmm..
wonder wad will my result be?
wad if i fail to get good results?
wad if after trying for one yr in jc i realise i cant do it?
wad if wad if wad if..
haix..

but but but..
my sweetheart says i'll do it..
sherlyn says dont worry and its stupid to quit now..
so i guess i'll jus hav to giv all i can and do it!!!
YES SHEREEN YOU CAN DO IT!!!

2009-04-06T20:13:00.008+08:00

1st time hearing those words u said
was shocked by them
my mind went blank for a moment
i was lost for words
still wondering why they were actually told to me
was it because of me?
or was it you?
still could not believe those words were said

2009-04-01T21:45:00.002+08:00

okay okay i noe i haven been blogging for long and people have been asking me too so i decided to upload some photos to share alittle more bout the happenings for the past 2 weeks?

firstly, my new orange nike shoes!!

love them but wanted the blue one more=(

dad say the blue one looks fake so this is like the next best choice=)

pretty?=)

during guitar lessons last week

here's a photo of dear jeanne playin the guitar and she and marianne are GOOD!

while me and sherlyn and clara are liek newbies?

got my new guitar!!!

see see nice?

this is how it looks..

and and it comes with the guitar bag=)

i'm a happy girl now=)

oh ya..

went back to yishun town too on the 27th of march for the speech day cum opening ceremony

they only let us in at 6.40pm which means we actually missed the speech day

so it was sad that i could not see my classmates like sherlyn, shermaine, yongli and ken on stage

hower\ver got to take pictures with those 4/5 who went back and mr teo and mrs ong too!!

was a short but was great chatting with all!

sad though coz mr teo going another sch=(

had dinner buffet at some restuarant whose food was not nice at all!!

actually there's one thing nice there..

and it was the man tou(bun)=))

went grandma house on last sunday and saw my aunt buy these wire like rubber band..

i'm sure sherlyn and jeanne saw it because i wore it to school today

hahas..

was cool and had many colours!!!

see...

and and not forgetting the wonderful honey ribs i had at the cafe cartel!!

super duper nice and worth the price!

11.80 only!!

must try=)

lastly, took this photo on monday

sherlyn ,if she's reading, will go WTH WTH WTH!!

but anyway i thought it was funny=)

jeanne thought tt way too!!!

but but seriously nth much happened=P

so ya end of the post..

will try blog more??

too busy with jc life la!!

loves all!!

especially my ctg girls:marianne, sherlyn, jeanne, manju and everyone la..

=)
but not forgetting him too!!!

=))

2009-03-22T12:13:00.001+08:00

happy 19 months!!!
=))

2009-03-14T22:02:00.004+08:00

its celebrating values day at yjc!!
=)
went to school at 8.15 am and he sent me to sch=)
it was nice of him=)
anyways highlights of the whole day at the carnival were:
--him coming because its so nice to hav him around=)
--changing into carnival tee in the toilet with sherlyn, marianne and jeanne
--making milo dinosaur with SHERLYN, MARIANNE, JEANNE, EEHOON=)
--selling nasi lemak with sherlyn=)
--class sold all 100 packets of nasi lemak!
--principal got dunked=)
--sharon came=)
--zoe came too!
--samuel was there a little later=)
--puah puah was on stage singing qian li zhi wai and he sang the jay chou part(go puah puah!)
--did henna and the teacher in charge of tt class was nice enough to like giv off the remaining henna sticks to us because they were throwing it away=)
--drawing on sherlyn's and jeanne's hand
--drawing on sherlyn's, jeanne's and eehoon's neck=)
--end of the day my class made a total of 700plus dollars!!
=)) well done 116!!

photos?

=))

overall, day was great i guess=)

2009-03-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

he made this for me during lunch before my cca started=)
so nice?
hahas..
the balloon was like silver and gold=)
its been so long since he made balloons for me so i'm so so over the moon=))
loves!!

2009-03-08T21:14:00.003+08:00

have got no time to blog this week so here are the highlights of the week=)

monday:

-very grumpy because tired from camp

-learnt to play a full piece on the guitar

wednesday:

-celebrated sharon's birthday=) was real fun=))

-had welcome party for guitar=) had food!

thursday:

-happy because he booked out that night=)

friday:

-had a super happy day because he accompanied me=)

-went to causeway for dinner with family=)

saturday:

-watched 'house bunny' at home=)

-went to grandma's house at night

-had a nice chat with grandma and aunt=)

sunday:

-HOMEWORK!!=(

that's like my whole week la..

hahas!

happiest thing i got was this...

the end

2009-03-08T20:31:00.003+08:00

i know i haven blogged for very long so firstly will tellu all more about my adventure camp which i went to last week!!

day one

went to school at around 7am in the morning jus to find out that my class was in wave three..

had to wait for quite sometime b4 we can set off to the ferry terminal..

was kind of time wasting but was happily chatting away with girlfriends sherlyn, marianne, eehoon, zien, jeanne and many many more of them!

slept on the ferry because i was really really tired?

many others were sleeping too=)

and i think the happiest person would be eehoon because she had my shoulder to lie on?

then finally we arrived at bintan!

bad start to the camp when the 1st thing we did was to go for the hike=(

had to hav packed lunch on the bus on the way to the foot of the hill too!

bad hike up because it was really tiring for me considering the fact that i have not exercise for the past few months=)

had to stop twice because i had difficulty breathing too!!

but thanks to all my classmates like sherlyn, marianne, danial, ibrahim, teddy and aisha who kept me going!!

thanks ppl=)

our class was the 1st in our wave to reach the top so we had loads of time playing games like 'achar achar bang bang' and 'ouch orh bee orh bee'

the going down part was cool too with the help of rilwana, manju and marianne

ibrahim and george kept making us laugh with all their funny talks too but it kept us going on=)

sad part of day one was that we had no toilet breaks for 8 hours!

and tents we set up only after the sky turned dark=(

slept late that night because of all these things that happened lor..

day two

our class got 'transfered' to wave two which means liek no more mean trainer in charge=)

life was so much better with wawa because she really took good care of us!

went to one of the villages to do CIP..

painted their houses=)

they looked happy?

well at least i hope so=)

everyone had paint on their arms and hands!

following that we went to do some mangrove reforestation..

the boat ride to the mangroves was terrifying!!

we kept screaming and screaming because we were afraid to fall into the water?

hahas!

but it was fun screaming la=)

also heard that in one of the boats someone actually fell asleep and dropped into the water..

the planting of the mangroves was fun because we had to dip 3/4 of our bodies into the water to plant in down=)

everyone started splashing around too and it was also how i found out that mangroves grow in saltwater=)

will rmb that now=)

suppose to go back to the campsite to do dragon boating but had water activites instead because the water was too shallow for us to start=(

good thing is that we got to do it the next day so ya=)

had candle walk at night..

was in a group thing so it was quite okay

felt bad though because i kept stepping on hady's shoes while we were walking..

sorry dude!

day three

so in the morning we got to dragon boat and it was real fun=)

116 came in 1st during the race so great job ppl!!

thanks to puah puah too that we got 1st=)

then had team building games in the afternoon..

had a short amazing race in the evening too=)

there's this one station where we played pick up sticks..

marianne and jeanne were like so expert in pick up stick lor!

their hands were so stable=)

had gala dinner after that and it was bbq food!!

was a nice dinner because everyone enjoyed themselves=)

the funniest part of dinner was shaoqi talking all about sausages!

hahas!

we had campfire after that..

the best part of the campfire was in rained!

and the principal still continued the speech even though the rain was getting heavier..

ppl around kept saying SUMO( mrs george favourite word which meant shut up and move on)

the only thing that i was thinking about was our tent!

so luckily we could go back and zip up our tents and hurry to the shelter=)

then we were told to go back grab the stuff we need and that we'll be spending the night elsewhere and not in our tents so we went back to take our stuff..

who knew while we were in our tents it started to rain again!

so it was quite a crazy night=)

oh well thank god we were given a decent place to sleep in that night=)

went to a function room in the resort and spent the night there..

best part of it was it was air conditioned!!

day four

go home le!!

nothing much to be done because my class got to be the 1st batch of ppl going home so no need to clean up the area and could go back early=)

highlight of that day was the games we played in the ferry and that george's passport went missing because he put it into someone else's bag=)

so ya home sweet home after all the suffering!

overall okay camp only..

rate: 7/10

photos time!

(not alot la because didnt use the phone during the day)

on the ferry to bintan=)

this is on the way back le=)

all happy!!

2009-02-25T18:22:00.002+08:00

hey all!!
i'm leaving for bintan tmr so jus wan to leave one last post to tell all of u to take care and i will everyone!!=)
miss him even more=P
okays
so cya!!
will come back soon and in one piece=)

2009-02-24T18:30:00.002+08:00

he went to outfield le so he's like currently in the jungle=((
sad!!
but well i'm leaving for my camp on thursday so wont be so sad bah=))
fair this way=)
hmmm..

saw a chipmunk today(at least i think its a chipmunk)
=) so cute!!
wanted to take a photo of it de but failed because it ran off=((
anyway i'm leaving for my sch adventure camp on thursday
and that jus one day more!!=(
havent started packing also..
going to only pack tmr..
no mood to pack since i dun wan to go de=((
no mood la..
but wad to do..
will be back on sunday so i'm so looking forward to that!!
hmmm..

realised today that i miss 4E5 alot!!
miss ppl like jessica, gwen, michelle, ken, chin rong and many many more!!
in fact i miss the whole class=(
hope to meet up during the march holidays??=)
okays i'll stop here because very tired le..

lastly i miss u loads..
if u're reading this, u hav to noe that i miss u okays??
=))
i'll be back soon!!

take care all!!!=)))
miss everyone!

2009-02-22T16:43:00.001+08:00

its a special special day today ppl!!
22nd feb 2009!
not for everyone though jus me and someone else=)
hahas
its a secret so not telling=P
okays
that's all i'm going to say=))

loves loves you!!

2009-02-21T22:23:00.004+08:00

went to collect my new passport super early today!
woke up at 7 plus and went out at 8.15
like omg its saturday!!
sister was grumbling too but aiya wad to do?
anyway reached that ICA building at around 9.15 and it was quite crowded already..
so maybe it was good to go early?
well here's a peek into my passport(third one le)
there's also like my very first passport and my second one too=)

see the difference?
this is like when i was 4 years old=)

this is when i'm 7=)
and this when i'm 17=)

after that mum brought me and my sis to bugis to see see lor..

sis bought a watch=)

i bought a carlo rino shoe at only 29.90!

hahas=)

anyway went to northpoint after tt and saw baoyi and a very speciall person=))

worse thing that happened today was that my sis fren said i look like her mum!!

i''m like OMG!!!

maybe he's like in love with my sis la so everyone else is old=))

went to grandma house after that to celebrate cousin birthday

that's why so late then sent 'luo si' the econs work=( so sry dude!
aunt bought a blue nike water bottle for me when we went causeway!!

weeee!!

and while at causewaypoint i saw SHE..

not really very clearly but ya i saw=)

well i took some photos too so here they are=)

i'm the one in the centre

that's my sis on the right and my mum on the left

toilet??

that's SHE in the centre=)

day ends=)

and he left for camp at around 8plus=((

miss u!!

2009-02-12T22:00:00.000+08:00

its friday!!
and he's out already=)
he went for KFC the 1st thing lor..
hope he doesnt get fatter..
haha!!
but i noe he's like dying to hav good food=)

the talk in the hall today was so long and BORING!
so i will not elaborate=)
after school went out with my jc class for mac and it was one enjoyable class outing!
had fun chit chatting with ee hoon, sherlyn, jeanne, shaoqi, rilwana and manju too!
the funniest part was sherlyn screaming around..
nono..
the 'can i smell ur bag' part was better=))
laughed non stop!!
omg..
other classmates like george, danial, teddy, quang, ricky and many more were there too=)
ilbrahim came alittle later though.. chen hong came too..

dinner was spent with 4/5!!(sec sch class)(favourite class of my life) =))
so so fun too!
had pastamania..
me danial sherlyn and ken shared a big pizza..
best part was the 'story telling' by yongli=)
surprisingly Candice, my pri sch best friend, was in the same class as ken=)
got so much to catch up with all of them..
sharon, chin rong, jessica, zoe, yingpei and guan jie were there too!=)

overall an worthwhile and enjoyable day!!=)

2009-02-12T18:29:00.000+08:00

haha!
its the 16th day..
well so excited because he going to book out tmr at 5!
but wont get to see him..
even so i still happy because i know he's around!
hope he's missing me!

2009-02-11T18:24:00.001+08:00

its day 15!!
one more day closer to his return!
yes yes yes!=)

had lectures lecturs and letures today..
boring!!
and super super COLD!!
anyway lunch was rushing when u hav the whole JC1 in the canteen hurrying to buy their lunch..
nothing much for today so ya=)
and and had to choose CCA today and guess wad i chose?
GUITAR!
its like so cool=) jus imgaine me playing one..
hahaha!
think its unimaginable
but well..
hope i get into guitar and learn sth new!!=)

miss u!

2009-02-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

day 14 without him le=(hmm

but its okay because he'll be out in jus a couple of days=)

missing u!

well today is Baoyi's birthday!

went to amk hub for lunch with my sis and baoyi

met marianne on the way there=)

so ya she joined us for lunch at mos burger=)

i had unagi rice burger while my sis had fish burger

marianne ordered this beef rice burger which was a little difficult to eat(messy)

but still nice meal i guess because u hav great friends to talk to=)

talked alot..

well took photos so here they are!

that's marianne=)

and this is the blurred me

whose face looks alittle disfigured in the photo

so ya wonderful afternoon!=)

2009-02-09T18:16:00.002+08:00

today's the 9th of feb and its day 13 without him around..
hmm..
little lonely and bored without him..
but he's constantly on my mind!=)

nothing much happened in school today except that we watched a clip 'who moved my cheese' which was about adapting to changes and had lunch at northpoint with sherlyn, sharon, my sis and baoyi=)
also bought uniform in school in the afternoon
ya i went back to school la!
hahas
bought 2 sets of uniform, 2 PE, a tie and a collar pin=)
thats all for the day i guess..
sadly not a really nice day for me=(

2009-02-08T21:12:00.002+08:00

day 12 of him not around!
missing him loads and loads man!
=(

another boring day spent at my uncle's house..
hmm..
did nothing much there other than hav lunch, play mahjong, play 'da xiao' and hav dinner=)
so ya went home early too..
oh ya not forgetting spending like an hour or two at 'lot one' shopping around looking for a pair of shoes for school and also a new school bag=) didnt buy anything at the end because cannot decide which to buy so decided to consider properly 1st=)
alright that's all for today..will blog soon=)

missing ya baby!

2009-02-07T22:04:00.002+08:00

11th day le!!
yes yes!
another day closer man!=))

saturday le! one week after orientation in yjc and feels good because i can finally take a break man!
today slacked alot at home..
went out at 4.30 to go to vivo with my parents and saw that m)phosis had 50%-70% discount STOREWIDE!!
so squeezed my way in to see see things and i bought a pair of slippers at bout 13 plus=))
i'm a happy woman!
had dinner at a restaurant which is like under a HDB flat with my grandparents and aunt..
had this 'pen cai' which has many many ingredients in it like abalone, scallop, mushroom, duck and so on..
we also had the fruits yu sheng which was not bad=)
other dishes like toufu and chicken was also part of my wonderful dinner=)
nothing to blog about le la coz quite boring day=)

2009-02-07T12:54:00.001+08:00

blog skin changed=) hope u all like it!!
smiles!
new posts soon!

2009-02-06T23:00:00.001+08:00

today is he's tenth day inside le!!!
finally a double digit=)
hehe..
glad at least that life inside isnt that stressed out for him=)
hmmm..
missing him anyway=))

today was one crazy day man!!
had alot of sports games today like basketball, handball, soccer, netball, some running game, table tennis, squash, tennis and badminton
out of all these games i only participated in soccer, netball, the running game, table tennis and tennis the rest no chance or didnt want to=)
well had fun too!!(loads of fun!)
hmm..
later that day we had performances like house cheer, school cheer, crime prevention skit, mass dance finals and so on=)
i took part in the house cheer and i went on the stage!
scary but it was fun because i went with 19 others from my house=))
after the performances my school had BBQ for the JC1 students!
we also had a live band in our school noe?
hehe!
cool right?
was like 'highing' that night=)
hahas!
fav song of that night was 'check yes juliet' (that run baby run song)
hmm was really tiring night but had loads of fun!
thanks guys for bbq-ing for the girls!=))

2009-02-05T21:33:00.002+08:00

and ya ppl i think this blog skin got smoe problems because sometimes the text cannot be seen at the start so will change blog skin soon=))

2009-02-05T21:18:00.004+08:00

day NINE le!!

yippeee=)

miss him loads but happy to noe that he's doing fine=)

he had 2 injections today!

he says it wasnt painful though..

hmm..

guys are guys right?=)

miss him!!

day 4 of orientation le!!

today spent the whole day walking around yishun!!

leg muscles aching so badly now!

well the activity of the day was amazing race(yjc style)

we had a total of 11pitstops but our class only managed to go to 6 pitstops=)

had lunch at long john today with the class and i sat with sherlyn, jeanne, marianne, shaoqi and aisha

we had loads and loads of fun chatting bout hot guys!=)

but that was only part one in long john

we had part 2, 3 and 4 (maybe got 5 i think)!!

so the day was spent chatting!!

walked so so much but when u keep talking it feels much shorter=)

only that ur legs get all the pain..

sherlyn got dressed up as patrick today too!!

that's tingyi and ibrahim sitting on teddy bear!!=)

overall the day was great!
going to sleep now so i'll stop here=)
TIRED!!

2009-02-04T20:59:00.002+08:00

hey hey ppl its like a week le!!

ya finally one week and one day after he went inside=)

well hope he's feeling better coz he got cough=(

hmmm..

its getting nearer to his day of return!!

yes yes yes!=)

miss u!!

day 3 of orientation is yjc=)

today i arrived in school early as dad had to go work early so i was the 1st few to be there=)

boring lor!

but there was this ex yjcian(Hazel) which came to me to ask me to do a survey and she was so friendly!!

well today we had two vendors from outside who came to organise the games for the day..

the 1st one was in our sch field and the sun was so hot u can like get heatstroke any moment!

but luckily the games were fun and u totally forgot bout the hot weather=)

the next vendor had organised this 'kidnapping' game which required us to look for a password and a key to save our classmate who got kidnapped!

guess wad teddy(raphael) got kidnapped!

and the worse thing was the class guys had to carry him back!

but the guys in the class were so united they carried him all the way back!!

WELL DONE GUYS!

hmm.. that was like the last activity of the day and it ended with so much fun when we had group activities while waiting for other groups to be done because we came in SECOND in the game!=) GO 116!!

well i took two photos=)

see the guys!

look forward to tmr?

miss him loads!

2009-02-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

well went to some sort restaurant at sembawang to celebrate my dad's birthday yesterda=))
yes he's so old le still wan to celebrate but nvm la coz i get to eat too!! *evil laughter*
hehe=)kidding
the food was not bad actually!!
worth trying=)
here are some of the photos i took=)

this is the name of the restaurant(vittles)

looks nice yeah?

that's my greedy sis eating popcorns!

and that's my greedier brother=p

this is the big fat hotdog!! my dad's dinner=)

and this is my dinner! fish with cheese!

and this is desert(only thing which is not nice)

hmmm really very yummy!!

hahas!

try ok ppl??=)

especially u!

2009-02-03T17:58:00.005+08:00

day 7 of his absence..
well missing him so so so much beacuse get to hear little from him
and his phone going to die soon means even lesser hearing of him=((
SAD!!
but well as sherlyn said another few more days to go!!
i believe time will pass fast de=))
and i noe he thinks of me too!!
hahahaha!!
so ya look forward to tmr coz it'll mean another day has gone!!=)

hey hey!! day 3 of orientation!
hmm..today was at least not bad as yesterday and these are the reasons why:
--today ended 20mins earlier than yesterday
--today's activities more interesting
--today can talk to whole load more ppl
--today time flies faster=)
well some of the more interesting activities were that we learnt the yjc dance and guess wad sherlyn and danial kept being called on stage=)) *evil laughter*
but sad thing is that my partner quite quiet de so ya a little not so enthu..
hmmm..
and today played a new game called double wacko and i suppose to save sherlyn but i failed to do so once!(omg sorry!)
then george had to do forfeit because like he had to go up thrice today and his forfeit was...
POLE DANICING!!!
hahas! with danial as his pole=))
that was the fun part=)
we also made a class flag today=)
nothing much to talk about coz these were like the main things we did..
more updates soon=))

2009-02-02T17:54:00.003+08:00

its his sixth day in camp le=)
sad but at least its the 6th day right??
miss him tons and wish he was here to listen to all my happenings today..
well well he'll soon come out de and i noe he'll still rmb the promise he made coz i remember very clearly!!

1st day of jc life!!!
and omg!
tired tired and TIRED!!!
but was happy to see many familiar faces like sherlyn, danial, george, dinesh(all 4 in my class) and others like quan yi, aaron, melissa, stephanie and many more! there's also my primary sch classmate jolin=)
well 1st day of orientation was rather boring..hahas
i guess its because i'm still in holiday mood bah=)
and and sharon still dare ask if sherlyn wants to go swimming on wed!! MEAN!!
hmmms..met many new and very nice people today=)
headache though because i'm not sure about wad subject combinations i should take up..that's the sad part=(
well school ended at 5pm today(LATE RIGHT?!)
but wad to do..hahas
saw chin rong at yjc too at around 4plus and guess wad he's there to appeal for transfer=)
hope he joins my class too!
hahas!!
alright!that'll be all because i'm tired..DEAD TIRED!
post another one soon!!

miss u loads!!

2009-02-01T11:46:00.002+08:00

5th day le!!
hahas..another 12 more days before he comes back=)
well its the 1st of febuary today and school starts tmr!!
going to yishun jc together with sherlyn=)
alittle nervous because its the 1st day tmr and i really wonder wad kind of ppl i will meet..
hmmm..

2009-01-31T10:54:00.002+08:00

morning!
well decided to blog since dad not home yet=)

this would be his 4th day away..
and yes 4th day only and things are happening le..
found out somthing yesterday(something horrible)
actually not found out la is saw something yesterday which i feel speechless about..
all that i thought would not happen since he's away is happening..
and i totally dunno wad to do bout it..
disappointing and shocking..
it's already very bad not having him around and this kind of things still has to happen to worsen things up..
wad should i do?
but at least i think i'm thankful that i got to see that sms..
which tells me many things..
and that at least i'm not being kept in the dark and being seen like an idiot
well dunno wad more to say coz so many things are running through my mind i dunno which one to talk about..
hmmm..
really do miss him but i'm sad too

2009-01-30T15:42:00.003+08:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED!!!
AHHHH!!!
so tired=(
all because play game with dad till 1am last night la! OMG!!
this morning my dad wake me up at 8.15am to go my nephew house somemore!!
so dead tired!!
then today decided to not go ken's house lor(sry sherlyn)

well its his 3rd day gone=(
but at least i still get to hear from him=))
hehe
hope his phone batt dun die so fast!
hmm..cant wait for him to finish his 2and a half weeks=)
hahas!

okay i go rest le!
TIRED!!

2009-01-29T16:12:00.002+08:00

day two with him gone=(
yes two only!!
oh well wad to do right?
anyway sad oso wont change anything so be happy and wait for him come back bah!!=))
hehe..
well he told me yesterday that his leg hurts so i'm hoping the pain has gone away le=)

had one slice of hawaiian pizza for breakfast today!
but the pizza was leftover from last night=)
anyway had lunch with sherlyn today with my sis
and as usual i was alittle late(so sorry!)
had loads of fun with sherlyn coz we kept chatting chatting and chatting=)
so so many things to talk about=)
HAHAS!
so that was lunch(fantastic lunch hor!=) )
thinking wan go ken's house tmr not leh..
hmmmmm...

well nothing really much to blog about today=(
miss him loads and loads!!

2009-01-28T15:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE 'NIU' YEAR!
hehe=)
decided to blog again because he went off for ns today=(
and i'm going to be so lonely and bored so to the person reading my blog now(that's you!), u're actually keeping me company=)
well well 3rd day of the lunar new year i went back to yishun town and realised that the school welcomes the ex students so much!! hehe
that's because the principal even comes forward to us when we were waiting to be allowed into the school..
hmm.. met teachers like ms chiang, ms howe and my fav chinese teacher zhang jin juan lao shi=)
i almost could not recognise her!! hehe..
but the concert was like boring and super short!!
so that was the sad part..
other then that the day was spent at guanjie's house!(thanks guanjie for being such a 'nice' host=) kidding^^
guanjie was not bad la..hehe..well his father and 'sister' were much nicer=))
had loads and loads of fun being able to spend time with all ur old and wondeful classmates=)
not forgetting sherlyn's blue FBT shorts=)
well although the day was quite fun, still with him gone it feels alittle dull..
missing that someone so so much..but i somehow noe he misses me too=)
lastly to you who is reading my post happy new year! hope everyone gets loads and loads of angpao!!=))

the three of us=))

photos photos and more photos!!

2009-01-27T18:31:00.005+08:00

hey hey!
jus uploaded my new year pics so here they are!!

on the way out..

at grandma's house with my crazy cousin's and their maid=)

that's my crazy sis

and that's me!

see see tell u she's crazy!

our family photo (mum's side de)